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i'm such a gemini, but i'm also not. does it make me more of a gemini? part of me is a rising star, a shooting star, bright and shiny like no one else is. this one is really loud, talkative, easygoing, dramatic as fuck! and so emotional, so needy. the other part holds the reins: it's considerably stern, critical, very picky. this one knows exactly what i'm doing, especially what i'm wrong about. the last one drives the car, but the first one hits the throttle nonetheless.