PsyClon 9 (Nero)

- Nero Bellum — инфо О себе: [that which doesn't kill us makes us stranger] I'm Nero Bellum. I am more than likely most known as the founder of the Blackwave / Industrial / Metal / PostPunk band; Psyclon Nine in which I sing, play guitar, bass, synths, write most of the lyrics and all of the music. I produce music projects, direct film, photography, model and make paintings in my spare time. -Сайт группы psyclonnine.com Члены группы all music written by nero Live Lineup [nero bellum : vocals, political agenda, malice] [abbey nex : bass guitar, broken mirrors, scabbed knees] [rotny : lead guitar, synth / samples, guilt and grime] [daniel fox : drums, percussion, samples, indecency] Влияние slave morailty / the cultural massmind / the neronean assembly / Похоже на the serpent spoke this unto me through gilded light and lunacy If any man have an ear, let him hear "it's a curse that you either learn to embrace and be swallowed up whole by it's power or you can try to ignore it and let it drag you through the dirt filled with rusted used needles" ----------------------------------------------------------- воскресенье, октября 10, 2010 Cleanliness [a message to my world] Again, I find myself staring at this screen in preparation to speak to my fans. I've always had a problem using that word "fans". It makes you seem so distant and makes me feel as if I'm placing myself above you, which was never my intention. There's a big difference between this moment of preparation and all of the moments before this. Today, I intend to reach out to each one of you who are reading this in apology. I have heard a lot of rumors, and I have let them run their course and I intend to shed some light onto the recent press that has been surrounding not only myself but, Psyclon Nine as well. As, I'm writing this, one sentence is repeating in my mind over and over again. I let my fans down. Just typing that out and reading it here on this screen is so utterly heart wrenching. I have spent so many nights tossing and turning because I've been too afraid to face my own irresponsibility. I hope to do just that tonight. I feel that in order for me to truly apologize to you, that I need to be completely honest and transparent. Now, I know that a lot of you already know this but, it is very hard for me to tell you nonetheless that I have been addicted to drugs for most of my musical career. Mostly, heavy, narcotic painkillers. After my mothers suicide, I took a dive into darkness, I tried to use the darkness to write an album but, it was too much. The drugs completely took over my life and it reached a point where I had to quit or give up my band, my girlfriend and everything else that I cared about. I did manage to quit for about a month or two but, the impending stress of finishing We the Fallen and the upcoming Imperative Reaction tour caused me to go down that ugly path again. Only, this time it was much worse. That tour should have kick started our career as a serious contender among the other bigger bands of the genre but, it didn't. And most of the reason was my drug habit. We ended that tour knowing that we would all go separate ways and that Psyclon Nine was just about over. I had hoped to keep it together but, for the wrong reasons. When all was said and done. I had nothing left. I was barely alive. I had become too far gone for my friends to look at. I couldn't relate to anyone anymore. There were only a very small handful of people who could still stand to be around me. It was during this time in which, I was attempting to live off of merch sales. I'm being honest with you when I tell you that I had NEVER intended to rip anyone off. NEVER. However, I did get way over my head with sales, and my drug